-critical. yeahhh, im not mad at you, but seriously, you feel prettier now? You think making fun on how I look and what I do makes you the better person? I mean yeah, I can take it, doesn’t mean I like it necessarily.
-violent. You don’t see me smacking you, now do I? Why do it to me? Use words, not force. The more you do it, the less I like you.
Letters. Day 12- someone that caused you a lot of pain
Yes, it may not seem like it, but when I was with you, those months were one of the hardest that I remember. You may wonder why I don’t talk to you, look at you, or even be around you anymore, well that’s because, well, you’re just painful to look at. When I see your face, some of the worst memories that I hold come back and bite me, and as you can imagine, its not the best feeling.
But its been a long time, and time heals wounds, right? I know my limits now, and I’m ready to be friends(:
I see it everyday. What we, humans, want. Yeah, I’ve probably blogged about this before, but I’ll do it again.
Every single time. Rants about your love life, how your friends betray you, how much you freakin life sucks. Why? Why the heck do we all do it? We want something, and we don’t even notice it.
We want love, attention, sympathy, lust. And through the entire time, we don’t know it. We just long for it, the soft spoken words of someone, anyone, to make us feel appreciated, felt for, like we have some kind of purpose in this world.
You might be thinking, no, thats not what i want! That’s all wrong!
Check yourself before you wreck yourself. When you do these things, say “man, my life sucks” or “today was horrible”, what do you expect to get in return? Thats right, someone that hears you and comforts you, feels for you, and goes with you through it.
Humans, us, we have hearts, and that’s really all we want.
Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when you deserved an A. You give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%. You're there for your best friend at 3 a.m. when they need it the most & the next day they don't pick up their phone. You give something your all & sometimes get little to nothing back. You care so much about someone who doesn't care enough about you to say hi once in a while. You give someone your time & they give you "sorry, I'm busy". It seems like you're giving everyone everything & they're just walking away with it.
Letters. Day 11- a decease person you wish you could talk to
Dear Great Gramma,
Even though we don’t speak the same language, I still would like to try this attempt and speak to you, in spirit. Isn’t love a universal language?
Mom told me this story more than once. You had grandma at a very young age, and threw her in the trash can. I just wanted to thank you for having the heart to take her back and listen to that neighbor, so then you could’ve had Grandma Lisa! And then Gramma Lisa married Grandpa Johnny, and had a little Jimmy.
Then Jimmy met Helen at a lecture meeting in college, and ten years later had a me.
I just wanted to thank you for taking care and starting this wonderful family, and working hard as a single mother to raise 3 (4?) kids and really keeping it together. I love you, even though I never really knew you, but thanks(: I wish I got to know you better.
These are some useful things I’ve learned in the past 2 weeks or so. Useful or not, they’re my lessons.
1. People see and hear more than you think.
2. Khaki skinnies + brown fairytale boots= disaster.
3. Kalyn is an excellent portrayer.
4. Popularity isn’t everything.
5. Don’t walk out on people.
6. Patience is key.
7. Church is a place of worship, not socializing. That’s after.
8. Include ALL your friends in everything you do.
9. Cardigans are magical.
10. Sometimes, you have to let it be. (Beatles)
Your tune of music is just so relaxing and down-to-earth. Your type of music isn’t at all electronica, but more of the country, but in a modern fusion. I love it. The blend is beautiful. I wish I could meet you one day, because I think I’ve fallen in love with you. Justin Bieber has found his match.
Okay, and Kalyn XD! If only I could record our oovoo sessions. It’s sooooo funny. We always start out talking about our feelings and telling each other about drama, and then we start showing each other our things that we bought recently, and then it goes nuts.
It’s totally random every time. Like earlier, we engaged in a theatrical, dramatic play about two lesbian girls and their relationship problems. Oh yes, we’re pro-actors. The screenplay is magnificent.
Kalyn, you’re my best oovoo buddy and Emily, my best aim buddy(:!
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